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I dunno what this is for anymore

Posted by Rudd-O at May 23, 2010 12:14 PM |
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No, I don't.

Why do I write?

I used to write so much.

I used to share my ideas, my conclusions, my methodology with the world.

Not anymore.

This blog, I opened in an attempt to point out the facts in life that I thought were worth pointing out.  This blog, I opened so I could open up my head and my heart to the world.

I'm dry.  Work has me overworked.  Personal relationships are a distant glimmer of the past.  The new people in my life, they are all far away from me, one way or the other.  No fucking inspiration to write, no new ideas, no time.  Anger and momentum drives me today, and I don't think I have that much anger or momentum in me anymore; nor are anger and momentum good inspirations to write.  There's so much I want to say, and nobody I can tell it to.

Dear readers of the world, or perhaps the ten readers that remain here... What should I do?

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john bray May 23, 2010 05:56 PM
i understand. i've been there too.seems to me that you can do one of two things, or perhaps bits of both. one way is to go with the flow. let things slow down for a while. and perhaps speed up later. once you've made the choice to let this happen, its a lot easier. most things in life run in cyclic directions. faster then slower then faster. all in all, it's a natural rhythm in life. not necessarily comfortable, but natural.another way is to make the necessary changes to ease the tension. one has interests and goals. and they have to fit within time and energy constraints. bright people often have this kind of conflict. sometimes, one has to re-arrange priorities and make choices among closely balanced values. one has to make choices among them based on one's current values. some drop on the wayside and somehow never return. others go into waiting till their priorities increase. i wish you well. i enjoy your thoughts. thanks.
Rudd-O May 23, 2010 05:57 PM
Thank you!